I can definitely understand this. Before my bad accident I was doing whatever I wanted to do and living my “own world” not really praying or observing anything that didn’t “matter” to me. Yes I was baptized when I was born so I just figured that was all I needed. I would go to work as a fireman for 24 hours and be extremely nice to anyone I made contact with but then when I got off in the morning all I did was drive a tractor while other men got the tobacco leaves up. I drank a lot and I thought everything was ok since I assisted and helped others and protected their house if there was a fire or a collapse every 3rd day.
Then because I was drinking so much on my days off I was in a 4 wheeler accident on July 4 2014. I was in a coma for almost 2 months but God brought me back to life. I started coming to church after that and started to realize my accident and why I am still here. As time went on I started having the attitude I used to have even though I stayed alive after my 4 wheeler accident. On January 29 2019 I was in a bad truck accident and was pinned in my truck. I was unconscious but only for around 8 hours. I realized that I had to change my life and I needed to start going to Triad Baptist as much as I could, make friends there and do whatever I can for other people. Now even though I don’t have “friends” like I used to, I have people who are more like family to me that I would do anything for and I feel so much better and so much happier that my life has changed. In my true belief about where I was and where I am now, I believe that God always has priority over everything and can do anything but when I think about who saved me and changed me I can honestly say that my mom, my dad and Pastor Rob truly changed my life and I cannot be more thankful for this

Truth!!!!